Showing posts with label MISC. Show all posts
Showing posts with label MISC. Show all posts

Friday, February 6, 2009


and when i say good night,

the pictures in my head

will dance around my room

and frolic in my bed

and when i say good day,

they hide behind my eyes

waiting for the dreaming

to bring them back alive again


My eyelids sink into the blackened canvas
where the dreams are painted


Stock pics courtesy of DeviantArt

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Lantas arakian, sekoyong koyongnya

Tetiba
aku rindu budak kecik nih..haih

Monday, January 19, 2009

The Ultimate Law


Yeah I know, I know..this got nothing to do with vectors, art n such. It's just something to do with ur everyday living, whether u're a designer or even a 'Tea lady'. I dun really know how far this is true, but well, i think being positive and grateful in our everyday life doesn't hurt.

anyway, i found this article some time ago. Just have a go. U'll see life is not really what it seems.

"Are you aware of what a powerful creator you are? Do you know that everything that is happening to you or has ever happened to you is, without exception, in full response to your thoughts — and more importantly — the emotions behind those thoughts? Take a look at your life. There are probably some areas you're really happy with and some areas you're not so happy with. You may even believe you are a victim of your circumstances. I'm here to tell you, you are not a victim! It's simply a matter of understanding how to play the Game (of Life) by understanding the rules...the Laws that define the Game.


Would you agree that whether you believe in the law of gravity or not, it exists? It is the same with Universal Laws. They exist and affect you whether you are aware of them or not. However, Universal Laws are far more powerful than gravity. Gravity affects earth. Universal Laws are infinite and beyond all boundaries.


Of all the Laws, the single most powerful law is the Law of Attraction which says: "That which is likened unto itself is drawn" or more simply put, "Like attracts like". This means that what you are focused on, you draw it to you. Here's how it works. When you are focused on what you want, you are attracting to you what you want. When you are focused on what you do not want, you are attracting to you what you do not want.


Okay, I can sense you rumbling out there and your thoughts are probably going something like "So if it's that simple and clear, why haven't we known this before?" Or, "I've been focused on wanting more money for years, so why hasn't it come to me?"


The Law is that simple. However, our thoughts are usually very unfocused and running in many directions at once. For example, you may say "I want a sleek new sportscar." In that moment, the Universe is orchestrating circumstances and events to bring it to you. And yet, usually, in the same sentence, we sabotage ourselves by saying something like, "but I can't afford it." So, in essence, the Universal forces say, "Wait a minute. Now he says he can't afford it." And you stop the energy flow.


So, take it a step further. When you are thinking about wanting a new sportscar, but feeling you can't afford it, where are your emotions vibrating? In most cases, they are vibrating in feelings of lack; feelings that you want something you really cannot have. Can you see how, by not understanding this Law — that our thoughts and emotions are our attraction base — we hold things away from us we could otherwise have?


Let's take the example of money. You say you've been wanting more money for as long as you've been alive. When you think of wanting more money, how do you feel about it? Happy? Elated? Or frustrated? Angry? Sad? Maybe, jealous of those who do have money? In my experience, this particular subject has more people on an emotional roller-coaster than all other subjects combined. The good news is that it doesn't matter how long you've felt this way or how deeply...you can literally turn it around and begin flowing money to you by consciously and deliberately practicing the Law of Attraction through your thoughts and feelings.


Anything in your life you want to change, you can — simply by understanding the Law of Attraction, and choosing to deliberately change your thoughts and constantly reach for the thought that feels better. The way you predominantly feel about any given subject is your barometer for knowing what your balance of thought is on that subject. The circumstances of your life is another indicator. If you're ever wondering which end of the barometer your thoughts are on, check in with your emotions. Your emotions never lie about the way you are flowing your energy."

p/s: Yeah RIGHT!!!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Suicidal Romanticia



It's been really tiring. i'm beginning to get bored when everyone seemed to have many assumptions and opinions on how we should live our lifes. They seemed to know every way, all the turns and the round-a-bouts. They've been there, they've done that bla bla bla. The saddest part of it all is when we let them get into our head. What seemingly be a normal and happy day will end up in some kinda mess. We're having 2nd thoughts about everything, our decisions in the past doesn't seem to be as accurate anymore.

It's really kinda hard to appease ppl when u left your heart in dismay.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Experimenting


Hoyeah... I'm experimenting with some effects n stuff, dun really have any idea how's the end result is gonna be, but it turns out alrite dun u think?. I did an entry for this kind of tutorial some time ago and u shud be able to find it here. Have fun!!!

p/s: this is the layout for MobileWorld coming issue for Celebrity Connections

Monday, January 12, 2009

Try Not To Cry Little One



I am so disturbed by what i've seen in newspapers. The pictures was so horrible for me to stomach, let alone trying to read the stories. How can anyone stomach it and move on to live their daily life, especially the Zionist Regime. Ya Allah, tamatkanlah penderitaan Palestine.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Revolution of Branding

Not sure if the sources are correct because got this from email. How many times their change the branding but still it looks stronger then before. I like what they did with Nokia. Just my 2 cents, Palm shudn't really change their logo to orange. The blue one's better.










Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Motion art - Animator VS Animation



Hahahaha, what can i say... this what happened when u have plenty of time n nothing to do.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Politikus

Dear Office-Politics,

I am writing on behalf of a group of diverse and hardworking coworkers among whom morale is at an all time low. Our often optimistic boss have a history of giving us unnecessary jobs and thinks that somehow with all the veto power of a Boss, he decided to be an "ART DIRECTOR" and come up with bogus ideas and hard sell theme in a very old fashion way and after all that, at the end of the day, will get rejected by the clients. To make matters worse, there's an office crab amongst us.

The office crab is a highly opinionated snob who glowers and sulks and spies, tells tales and criticizes everyone, giving them names and pretty much makes my office life sucks. She glowers, sulking, 'ym'ing unsolicited and scathing critiques to peers about their conduct and work product and sulking some more. This individual has a pattern of making herself superior by contrasting herself to the rest.

I have tried to ignore it but now, subconsciously and silently, I face certain sabotage, both individually and as a group. Since I'm the last one who's doing the final checking, I find myself correcting her mistakes before we send our design to the printing company and she's nowhere in sight (gone home). Short of hiring a hitman or spiking the coffee with Clorox Bleach, how do I deal with this? I can't work like this. I find myself already dodging bullets right and left; people with sterling reputations are being undermined and find their work product and peace of mind attacked in new, creative and startling ways everyday. DAMN IT!!!

Monday, December 15, 2008

Siri bercakap dengan Jin Jilid 1

farikhikram (12/16/2008 12:04:24 PM): boi
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:04:29 PM): yo
farikhikram (12/16/2008 12:04:51 PM): aku kasi tepak nyer url ok
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:04:57 PM): ha
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:04:59 PM): kasi ler
farikhikram (12/16/2008 12:17:32 PM): ang mcm salah rambut je kat avatar tuh
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:17:44 PM): huh?
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:17:47 PM): rambut?
farikhikram (12/16/2008 12:18:02 PM): rambut ang bukan lurus ke
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:18:12 PM): huh?
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:18:14 PM): ape nih?
farikhikram (12/16/2008 12:18:17 PM): ahahahahahah
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:18:22 PM): avatar mane nih?
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:18:24 PM): fb?
farikhikram (12/16/2008 12:22:58 PM): tuh
farikhikram (12/16/2008 12:23:01 PM): avatar ym hang la l
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:23:30 PM): huh?
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:23:33 PM): hang lag ke?
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:23:53 PM): bile aku letak gambo aku?
Exarxil (12/16/2008 12:24:12 PM): mabok semalam tak abis lagi ker?
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:28:46 PM): bodoh
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:28:58 PM): avatar org katun ni jer
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:02 PM):
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:29:06 PM): aku guna ym yg web tuh
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:12 PM): ahahahaha
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:16 PM): patut la
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:29:19 PM): so xtau la kalo ang nmpk lain
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:19 PM): mahap
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:30 PM): eheheheh
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:34 PM): aku letak avatar lain laaa
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:29:39 PM): ang yg mabuk kan
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:47 PM): ym hang la mabok
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:50 PM): ikut tuan dia
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:29:52 PM): ehehehehe
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:30:25 PM): ang biler nak bwk awek baru dtg shahalam
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:30:40 PM): ehehehe
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:30:41 PM): malas
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:30:44 PM): malu ngan kitorg ke??
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:30:47 PM): tamau dekat ngan hang
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:30:54 PM): ijan dah jumpe
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:31:00 PM): yg bkn photographer ni
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:31:08 PM): ehehehe
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:31:15 PM): ko web developer
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:31:20 PM): lagi tinggi pangkat
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:31:43 PM): eleh aku bkn nak amek awek ang pon
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:31:51 PM): takleh
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:31:55 PM): bahaya
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:32:00 PM): ang dtg sorg sinin pon xpe
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:32:05 PM): aku nak jmp kenkwn jer
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:32:06 PM): ko playboy skang
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:32:11 PM): eheheh
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:32:17 PM): inysallah..
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:32:22 PM): nanti aku free aku dtg la beb
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:32:24 PM): kenkawn je nak lepak dah
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:32:39 PM): mentang2 la dah jd pencabar saiful nang
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:33:04 PM): huh?
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:33:06 PM): hahahah
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:33:09 PM): takde nyer
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:33:11 PM): ang dtg sorg pon xpe
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:33:25 PM): jauh lagi aku nak selevel ngan saiful
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:33:39 PM): janji dtg
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:33:51 PM): cis
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:33:52 PM): ok insyallah
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:34:03 PM): skang ni agak bz beb
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:34:12 PM): wedding tetiap minggu
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:34:19 PM): alhamdulillah rezeki
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:34:21 PM): aku manada playboy
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:34:42 PM): aku dah jd gay skang
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:35:00 PM): jgn riso
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:35:09 PM): ahahahah
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:35:12 PM): pengakuan ikhlas
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:35:16 PM): caya la
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:35:24 PM): at last mengaku juga
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:35:30 PM): awek ang selamat
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:35:50 PM): ang kne jaga bontot ang je skang
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:35:56 PM): ok
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:36:02 PM): aku paste kat blog aku
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:36:12 PM): jaga2 sebelum aku tangkap ang
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:36:13 PM): ahahahah
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:36:31 PM): biar kengkawan tau ko yang sebenarnyer
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:36:32 PM): hahahahahhaa
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:36:40 PM): org keje media prima mmg begini
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:36:44 PM): terlebey sosial
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:37:02 PM): dah kaya dah
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:37:22 PM): patut le lupe memember
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:37:31 PM): lancau
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:37:35 PM): aku bz la mangkuk
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:38:02 PM): bodohpukipantat
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:38:45 PM): hahahhahaha
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:38:45 PM): eheheheheh
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:38:50 PM): bangang
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:39:01 PM): aku tak kire aku paste kat blog aku
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:39:05 PM): baguslah
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:39:11 PM): baik ko puji2 aku cepat
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:39:23 PM): kasi aku url website ang
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:39:38 PM): www.tepakbridal.com la
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:39:50 PM): website company
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:39:56 PM): boi rambut cantik
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:40:06 PM): bila tiup angin terbang2
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:40:11 PM): handsome
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:40:14 PM): bukan la
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:40:26 PM): owww
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:40:29 PM): ang dah tukor kerja
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:40:43 PM): dah pegi ke singh tu blk
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:40:45 PM): website kompeni?
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:40:52 PM): a ah la
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:41:00 PM): www.mobileworld.com.my
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:41:03 PM): oww sori2 ingat keje tmpt siam tu lg
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:41:11 PM): ehehehe
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:41:20 PM): ko mabok ke aku mabok?
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:41:26 PM): ok
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:41:36 PM): aku smbg pujian2 lagi
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:41:42 PM): ahahahahah
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:41:43 PM): rambut boi cantik
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:41:46 PM): haih
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:41:49 PM): cukup2
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:41:56 PM): mcm abang2 jinbara
farikhikram (12/16/2008 2:42:00 PM): boleh msk juara lagu
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:42:00 PM): babi
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:42:09 PM): cilaka
Exarxil (12/16/2008 2:42:23 PM): anjeng mabok

Lantas, disitu dia mengaku juga orientasi seks beliau beselera kepada jantan2 bermuka latino seperti ku.. dunia akhir zaman

Sesi membuang masa


Terlalu byk maser teluang membuat benda2 yang keji..ini salah satu darinyer, budak boss tak marah kan?? kan??

OIIIIIIII!!! Encik Editor!! less talk more work la dey...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Extreme Photoshop Makeover



hahaha this is farking hilarious, the wonders photoshop can do. Sorry to burst ur bubbles but to tell u the truth, not all playmates on penthouse n playboy pin-ups have big, smooth and tender-looking lumps and humps. Tell ur little bro not to be so dissapointed and i think u can stop choking him now :P

Say my name say my name!!!

Work overload; boss chasing my ass to get it done, my editor asking me about the new revamp template and my marketing boss ask me to do something as well wwaaaarrrgghhh somehow i took my half an hour break time to come up with this shit ehehehe i know i know, it's lame but what the hell, it's my blog, i dun care!!!

say my name 3 times and i teach u how to do it ehehehe

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Life in Mono - Original Vclip



Yes!! finally found it! I'm in an argument the other day about who sang this song, hoyeah i was right all the way *kembang2 hidung* This song are not originally from Bjork, Emma Bunton or ur grandma. It's from a band called Mono. This song made famous when it became the OST of 'Great Expectation" movie. Well apperently it's a 1 hit wonder. No more news about this band. Dead... Kaputt!!! Anyway, just enjoy the vid aite.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

No flower2, more white space!!!

Haiyah..kenot tahan la, 1st want kalerful, then dun want kaler, want white space. Got flower2 kenot sell etc etc etc. haih..He's the BOSS. I sit there staring at the floor as if i'm not actually there. Well, i do wish that i'm not in the situation this shitty. Yah..I might be exaggerating a bit laaaa but a lot of things happened. It's kinda like a chain of reaction. Domino Effect as my fren called it. A silent painful aftermath after a stressful beginning.

I got a few compliments too many i think. Aaaaa' da boy... few pat on the back... u're the best.. bla bla bla etc etc etc... It doesn't hurt though, it actually make my feet off the floor for a few second. But to be honest, i never really like it. I resented it. I dispise compliments. It somehow keep me in the safe zone. Too comfortable with my existence. I can't evolve. Ermmm..I think that's when the problems come into the picture. Some dreadful whispering, a few lines of YM chats. Let alone that i have to bare with the names that the others gave... I somehow found myself in an uncomfortable ending.

1 thing i learnt about all this was, what u said n do might probably be use againts u afterward. Even when u have no ill intentions towards anybody. Just some simple remarks of some mistakes made in the past. But then again, who the hell am i to pass those remarks in the 1st place anyway. My bad i guess.

I wont give in to hate, life is too short for something so trivial. I might lose my cool once or twice, yeah i do have my fair share of mistakes as well, but at the end of the day, nobody's hurt, we kiss n move on doing our business. Well, that's what i thought. Apparently i was sooooo wrong. I wont try to explain nor will i defend myself. Just a plain simple apology if my words, my actions offended anyone. Both sides have been taking considerable injuries.

Anyway, there's no point to get myself excited over this. There's NO point at all. Same with some politicians out there, no point, only crappy nonsense!!!

And 1 more thing, I was told by my boss today that he actually read this blog, aiyakkk...probably kenot kutuk him anymore la like that... demit!!! But seriously, am i suppose to be worried about this?? it's my personal space. Errrr..ok, well, let me rephrase, I do and fully aware that i'm sharing the contents of this blog with the whole world. So nothing personal about it. Just dun take it PERSONAL!!! I'm not slandering anybody. It's my 2 cents. Deal with it!!! Those who want to read it, read la..dun want then, dun want la.. u happy i happy maa!!!

One week of art in 6 mins



Amazing vid. I proposed this to my ex-boss when we plan to do an event to promote a line of Mobile phone products for youngsters long looonngg ago, but as usual, rejected... NO BUDGET!!! I'm in vain wwaaaarrrgghhh which is why i quit from that place in the 1st place.

Listen to MEE Damn it!!!

and have a nice day...

Thursday, November 13, 2008

GoMobile Floor Battle

OK guys, this is not really my thing but well, i guess it's a fun thing to see all the so-called 'bboys' jumping around, doing the upside down twist thingy, break some major tendons and have their neck sore the next morning.

Anyway, the 1st prize is gonna be RM2k. Worth breaking ur neck. Entries are limited so send ur entry asap. Gudlak y'all ehehehe

more infos go to www.gomobile.my

Monday, October 20, 2008

Free Hugs!!! Any taker?


All The Same - Sick Puppies

ntah macam mane aku teremo plak lepas tgk vclip haram ini..walopon dah berulang kali gak la aku dgr..tapi hari nih lain mcm plak. maybe hujan, sejuk, otak serabut sbb byk album pending kena buat kot...

free hugs??korang aser ader ke manusia yang sebangang itu membuat sebegini kat mesia nih?? aku penah plan nak try buat kat KLCC..namun kemungkinan kena ligan dan direndam dlm kolam sisa najis kumbahan klcc dengan pak guard amatlah besar..aku penah dgr citer ader org kena sound pasal berdating kat taman KLCC..bukan beromen kat tangga melepaskan nafsu kuda mereka di khayalak ramai. hanya dengan berpegangan tangan jer, kena sound di depan org..kalo melayu it's understandable la kot, tapi kes ni yang kena sound warga cina...siap saman2 pelbagai...haih mcm tak masuk akal plak, so korang bayangkan la kalo itu pon dah kena apetah lagi la kalo aku yang muka cam pelakon blue russia nih tetiba plak offer nak pelok org secara percuma. lantas arakian, aku luper kan aje la plan asal..aku terlalu petite dan erotis utk itu..cukup je la tangan aku memelok gf aku sorang jer aummm *blushing*

anyway, kalo aku aser mcm down jer ke ape ke, aku akan carik video ni cepat2 sebelom aku berubah menjadi beruang madu yang cumil. (sepatutnyer bertukar menjadi lebeh ganas). ahahah sering kali dicaci cerca oleh opismet. "muka mcm pelagak ngeri, barbaric abis, tapi dlm kuntum". haih aku berjiwa seni...cepat tersentuh *blushing lagi*

aku aser dorang2 yang kat tampok pemerintahan negara pon kena amalkan benda nih...takde la huruhara cam skang nih. ngan hindraf2 skali semer la...tapi siyes, pada yang bau bawang tu aku cadangkan siler mandi wajib 8 kali dulu sblm nak pelok aku ok??

Dreams



have u ever been in a dream where u're not really sure whether u're awake or still dreaming??seems like everything is nice and dandy, all are well placed n u just can't stop smiling??

i had one few weeks back, having it ever since..if this is a DREAM, dun u dare wake me up!!!

what we see depends mainly on what we look for.